Some Days...

Some days I look at craigs list...

I change my desired location to Paris, France

I look up apartments for rent, and I pretend I'm honestly looking for a place to live

I think about how I'll get up in the morning and take the metro anywhere and just people watch

Then I think about how I'll definitely be needing a crepe with nutella and bananas by noon

After I eat my crepe I'll rent a fat tire bike and ride through Versaille

Then I will ride the metro back to my cozy apartment where I will read Vogue

Just to make sure I'm not making a fool of myself in Paris

Then I will fall into Parisian bliss and sleep the night away dreaming of Leonardo Da Vinci doing the Tango 

With the mysterious smiling woman in the Mona Lisa...

Apartment choice 1

Choice 2

Choice 3

Delicious Masterpiece

Looky what I've been up to this fine evening....goodness.

Busy Bee

This week has been so busy, and very fun. It seems like everyday I've played and I'm not behind either! This weekend I went out to Rigby Lake and on saturday I went to a place called Money Rock. At monkey rock they have bridge jumping, and I always promised myself I would never bridge jump. Well...everyone was doing it, and everyone was pressuring me. I mean, really how could I say no? I would never do anything dangerous and it wasn't that far of a drop, and I trusted the judgement of the people I was with. There were tons of people there and it took me forever to get the nerve just to stand up on the ledge (the scariest part.) My roomate was begging me not to do it, but then she decided if I was taking the risk so was she. So our friends helped us up onto the platform, and then I thought maybe I had died. I looked down, and decided quickly that was not a good idea. I just kept thinking "just jump and then it can be over with!" But I couldn't! We had everyone waiting for us, and I kept looking back at my friends saying that I didn't think I could do it. They kept encouraging me, and finally I just jumped. I didn't say anything I just stepped off. It felt like I was in the air forever, and I screamed like someone was stabbing me (really embarassing). Once I popped out of the water I looked over and my roomate was right next to me. Everyone up top started clapping and we finally did it! I was so happy, and once it was over I thought it was really fun. It's been such a fun week/weekend, and this week is going to absolute pandemonium. I have to work a bunch and it's finals week. I also have to drive to utah, fly to lax, fly to sacramento, drive 4 hours to ft. bragg, and then I can finally relax. It's always a very long process getting home, and usually a little bit lonely since I do a lot of traveling solo but I'm excited for everything.

Oh, I am Excited

So I am excited. Very excited. There is a change coming into my life. It is something only I can control. Only something I can change. I am making that change. I am not telling anyone, atleast for right now. It has nothing to do with boys, school, or the like. Something many of you may be disappointed about if you really found out what it was, but for me it is very great news. I can't wait! It's something I've really wanted to do for a long time, but now is the right time. Here I go.

Well, we tried

Last night a group of us tried going to the ice caves. Key word here is "try." You never hear of too many people ever making it to the ice caves. They seem like some far away destination that no one can ever find. I was excited to go, and to get there we traveled on THE bumpiest road I have ever driven on. Seriously sooo bumpy. We ended up just driving around forever and exploring the vast wilderness of Ideeho.It was a fun night, and there was some really cool lightening that lit up the sky.

To Start us Off...

Time: 5:30 pm

Who: My Co-worker,his friend,my roomate, and I

What: Double date

To say the least dating really isnt my favorite thang. I prefer to spend time with people I love and already like! (this is a horrible attitude, I know) I could feel this one coming on for a little bit.

I work with this boy, we'll call him "Jim Bob." Jim Bob texted me saturday night wondering what I was doing that night. I actually already had plans but they weren't until later so I said I had something at 9 but nothing until then.

He said he was wondering if my roomate and I wanted to go to a rodeo and dinner with him and his friend. I said yes, and was sooooooooooooooooo relieved that he had asked us both to go. I was still a little confused about who he was asking, my roomate or I?

He only had my number so we weren't sure. We weren't too worried about it, because we'd figure it out when we all got together. Then it'd be obbbbbvious. Right? WRONG.

The entire night, they made us choose everything! Who wants to sit in the front? Who wants to sit next to who in the car? Who wants to sit next to who at dinner? At the rodeo? The lists goes on my friends. One paid for dinner, and the other paid for the rodeo. No help there.

The entire night we had no clue who was who's date. It was even more horrible that they were so awkward about it, like they would walk slowly to the car to see who would sit where. We felt like we were under examination. We're both convinced they were undecided and wanted to see who'd we'd go for.

The worst part is that we actually had to choose. I felt like it was a flip of a coin. We finally just chose who to sit next to and talk to, and I felt like I had chosen wrong the whole time!

I hate dating boys I don't want too. I know I know. This is life and how you get to know people, and find out what you want in a person. BUT I don't like it.

Have You Ever...

Have you ever known someone who is ALWAYS there to listen to you?
Have you ever known someone to think about you all day?
Have you ever laughed so hard with someone you can't breath?
Have you ever thought, what did I do in the previous life to deserve this person?
Have you ever been able to tell someone anything, and you knew it'd be safe?
Have you ever had a best friend?
Have you ever had someone who prays for your well being all day long?
Have you ever missed someone so much it stings a little?
I'm blessed to have a Mom I call my bestest friend. I sometimes lay awake at night wondering how I got to so blessed. I love my Mom so much!