The Heart

Their is no use in me sleeping. I probably won't for at least a week. I'm experiencing heartache. I hate heartache. Is anything worse really? No. I won't say why for awhile but it's happening. I think I'm a firm believer in the patchwork heart. I think we all have patchwork hearts. In life different people have effects on us. When we love a person they take a piece of our hearts with them and we take a piece of theirs for us. This results in a patchwork heart, made up of lots of different pieces of people we love and have made an impact on our lives. Sometimes when that person we love has to leave us, it hurts really bad at first, because first they are taking a piece of us with them and second we take a piece of them. The sewing on of that person's heart hurts really bad. You think why do I have to go through such pain. Especially when the pain feels so unnecessary and you feel so uncertain of the choice that was made. I guess I just have to accept the new piece of heart I received and keep moving forward, whether it feels okay or not.. 

Misty Blue

Boo

Once upon a time I wanted to cut my hair like Ginnifer Goodwin

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Then her Mother and Brother crushed her dreams and said, "PLEASE DON'T." I thought they were going to cry about it. I really want to though..I just might defy my Mother. Just might defy...

The Worst

What's worse than stubbing your baby toe? NOTHING.

Fresh Prince Lovin'

Chances

So a few days ago, I popped in the good ol' movie "Hope Floats." We all know and love it as our go to chick flick. I always remember my Mum watching it growing up, and I sort of thought she use to know Sandra Bullock or something? I was such a strange child. Or my Mom lied to me a lot...We won't get into details here, but something really stuck out to me in the movie this time I watched it. I can't remember the exact scene, but Momma was talking to Birdee about chances. She was telling Birdee how she wastes chances. "Do you think behind one chance their is another one and another one?" She said it was the worst extravagance how she wasted chances. It stood out to me, and I'm glad it did. I don't want to take for granted anything! I don't want to find out that if behind one chance their is another one and another one. I want to take the chances I'm given in life. I don't want to ever look back, and think for a second I missed out.

The Haps

I feel my blog needs some love. It hasn't gotten much lately. My life has been JAM packed lately. Hopefully to slow down a tinge now I'm DONE with school for awhile. (HALLELUJAH) I haven't taken many pictures regretfully. I should take more, but people always give me weird looks when I'm like, "hey YOU!! Say cheese, or ELSE!".."Oh sorry, thought you were someone else, uhh, ha, that's so funny, I thought you were some..one..ok bye."  (run away fast, fasterrrr)

Excitings Things Goings Ons:

-Baby William is growing in size and so are my arm muscles.

-I'm dating a fun new boy. He's a fighter, painter, and chess player. Oh yes and thuper duper cute. You can view him here. A Tom Jones song was playing in this movie we watched, and we both broke out in song during the chorus at the same time. Yeah...I know.

- I got my mom a super cute new couch from the lady I work for. For free.

-I got my associate's degree. Yeeeeeeeeee.

-I'm a little blonder.

-I'm going to FLORIDA next month to see some of my most favorite human beings ever!!! I'm sooo excited x 20 million +4.

-I watch my sister play softball during her weekly games and it's pretty fun and she's good!

-I went to the fair with Josh, Mum, and Dad Saturday. It was a hoot. Minus the part where Josh wouldn't ride any rides with me.

-Yep, I could go on, but my bed is calling. Don't want to be rude...