When I Grow Up...

Let's play a game called...what should alexie be when she grows up!
Ooooooh. This is exciting! She likes things like...

-Nutrition
-Communications type stuff
-Writing
-Criminal Investigation (ohh yeahhh!)
-Children
-Traveling
-British Men
-Blond Men...ohhhh wheeeeewooops. I  somehow got off track...

I'm taking suggestions below. Feel free to give ANY!

Babies

Now don't get me wrong. Babies. Cute. Cute babies. I get it. I AGREE. Most of the time at least. Today I didn't agree with this statement. I watched sweet baby boy whom I nanny with all the vigor and love I can muster up. Today, I wanted to give up. Colic. Ever heard of it? If you have,  you've probably had some terrible experience with it. Today was my first adventure with colic. Nothing I did could calm this baby. EXCEPT, walking up and down the street, but he would scream if I put him in his stroller. So now my mother will have to spoon feed me because I can barely lift my arms. 

Films

I have an especial love in my heart for Independent Films or general "unknowns". The cinematography is absolutely beautiful. I think I like them so much, because they are so real. I know people go to the movie's to escape life, but sometime's I want to watch a movie and know someone is feeling what I am feeling, or living like I am living. I like things to be different and a little crazy. My favorite thing is to browse through netflix and pick a million crazy movies no one has ever heard of. Many become my favorite movie's. I would love to attend a film festival someday and I plan on doing just that.

Mum

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It's hard to put into words the things really only you can feel, and that can't be described or crunched into one word. I have a mother who take's her role very seriously. She has always put her children first. She always knows what we are feeling. I believe honestly that is a spiritual gift she has. I know it's come into play many time's in my life as I don't like to say when I'm sad but my Mom just always knows. She is the greatest example of what I want to be. Their is no other person who can love as much as my Mother can. I see she learned by example from my Grandma Peck. It's a beautiful thing to be apart of and I'm grateful for such a mother.

To be or Not

I was thinking about my life and the events that have occurred as of lately. I was thinking of life and opportunities. It got me thinking about what happens in life. Have you ever had something in your life that you knew was supposed to happen, you knew it would, but then it didn't happen. I wonder if in life you are shown opportunities but they never go anywhere because you or say another person did not act. Action was not taken when it was supposed to be, and so the thing that was supposed to happen didn't? Making sense? Probably not. It's okay I understand. I wonder if those things that don't happen never were ever meant to really happen, but only served as a learning experience for you. So many times I think life could go this way or that way, but what if it was only supposed to go one way all along, because the things you didn't do were never really supposed to be apart of your "life plan." I know. I think too much.